

When I was young, I also destroyed many of my written thoughts. I analyzed my parents relationship with a thoughtful and curious eye. I had a tumultous relationship with an older sister who I genuienly felt did not understand me in my secret world of self isolation. I wrote frequently and with a passionate young innocence. Like many of you, I wrote in a diary in my youth. The statistical trajectory of an alarming mental health crisis is predicted to explode expodentially, and I have seen it, felt it, but most importantly, I have lived it. They will drown in isolation and lonliness. They will not drown in a physiological sense. But there are thousands more who will drown as a repurcussion of it. Thousands have indeed drowned in their own physiology due to Covid-19. As a Nurse’s Aid on the frontlines of a Global Epidemic, I have seen many people drown in the degregation of their own physiology, as fluid accumulates in the delicate tender aveoli of our lungs, leaving us to feel as if we are suffocating. Here, my life is literally an open book, a valuable resource to help you gain both insight, empathy and understanding. For most of us, our internal narrative never truly ends. I saw ongoing quite deliberately because this is my first piece of insight for you. My addictions and the orgions of them, as well as my ongoing recovery. What are their insecurities? What motivates their actions? What makes them, them? In a very real sense, that is exactly what I am offering you here. There is nothing more deliciously satisfying than gaining provocative and forbidden insight into the secret, compelling, and most personal and intimate life of another. Have you ever read a secret diary? I believe there are many of us who can relate to this curious fascination. I invite you to take a minute and ask yourself one question. “I am Gone” Drowning in Madagascar Audio Book Teaser I stray Into these moments, and I imagine my hands, graceful as they may appear, cold and still. A morbid curiosity, and a dark fascination. Will these hands reach out to others in need? Will they be known, loved, valued, or accepted? Because in the quiet moments, the ones in the back of my mind, hidden from view, lies a vast, dominant force that remains highly unidentifiable. I think my hands are pretty, and I wonder what responsibilities they will hold. I am getting so sick of all my thoughts, how everything I feel comes out the same, and how my life is so painfully ordinary. Sometimes I get so sick of it! So sick that I would rather be anyone else in the world but me. The mood that almost all writers need to be in in order to write to the best of their ability. Not unless I am in a really determined mood. The only problem is, I am not patient enough to write a book. So many of my exact same emotions that I would write on paper if I had only the talent to do it. So that when they are done reading my words, they can’t get them out of their head.

I have to admit, I’m not very creative, but I do have a wild imagination and I try to tell stories with meaning, ones that will make the reader think about life. I like to think of my emotions and try to make something poignant out of them. “When people are in the mood for being creative, they will come up with stories that will impress the imagination of the world. Here, we count down their 50 greatest songs.Welcome to My World. In the 2000s they went back to a more stripped-back sound with classics like “Beautiful Day” and “Moment of Surrender,” and in 2014 they told the story of their roots with Songs of Innocence.
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The best of the bunch were collected on their 1980 debut, Boy, and within just three years, politics entered their consciousness, leading to “Sunday Bloody Sunday” and “New Year’s Day.” By the time they cut The Joshua Tree, only seven years into their professional career, they were one of the greatest songwriting collectives of the decade, and once they started to experiment in the Nineties things only got better.

It took them a couple of years as a second-rate Dublin cover band to even rise to the level of juvenilia like “Cartoon World” and “Science Fiction Tune.” But as the Seventies folded into the Eighties, something clicked and suddenly amazing bursts of inspiration like “Out of Control” and “I Will Follow” began pouring out of them. U2 weren’t great songwriters when they first came together as high schoolers in 1976.
